thanks a lot for your prayers in reply to the small group thing, yeah i agree, but I really love this church and feel it is the place I should be, they have a number of small groups that meet weekly to pray, discuss etc and I really want to be a part of one but so far have been really to shy and scared to call up one of their leaders and ask to come along, i know it sounds stupid but maybe its the devils way of trying to hold me back.

I really pray, God, that you lead me to the right group, one that I feel really comfortable and valued in and one where I make really close knit, caring freinds that share the same interests. Amen.

Thanks everyone