I am a very disturbed person who has taken to taking pain killers in excess about 18 per day. I have family problems and my wife does not understand me and is very rude to me.. I am a disgrace to my family as i have got into debt and had my people to bail me out. I have lost all my standing with my family and at 35 years of age i have not achieved anything/no savings and my wife runs the whole house and has even asked me to get out.. She is controlling the house and my daughter who listens to her alone as she is boss.. I am not supposed to interact with my daughter also as she is told her father is a waster.. I have begun praying to Jesus since the last 2 weeks, asking him yo guide me and lift me up from this mess.I have no idea where my life is going and want to stop taking these p[ain killers/but my mental condition without the tablets gets me down.The tablets are the only form of relaxation that keeps me sane.. I am confused and want god to help me. Please pray for me in your prayers.