god please forgive me for the things I took for granted, for the things I didnt realize and for the gifts you gave me that I didnt take care of the way that you had intended me to do. God I failed you and you had given me so much and I dont blame you for taking them away. I promise to never be so dishonoring to you again. I pray that you bring back the precious gifts you gave to and give me one more chance to get it right. God I promise to never be who I was but to strive everyday to be your servant and follow were you lead me to. I love you lord and ask for your forgiveness of my past and vow to you to never turn back but to look forward to your best for my life and pray you will grant to me the desires of my heart. lord please help the ones I have hurt to forgive me and help them to love me once more as I didnt get to show them how much I really love them, I had the chance but didnt do it and now have to live the regret that I didnt take every moment I had to show them how much I care. Please forgive me god and help me to never forget what you have put in front of me and to never fail to realize what they truly mean to me.