lord i dont know how it is even possible because it looks beyond repair but I ask that you pick up the pieces of our lives and fit all the bits back together. every time I feel there is no hope you seem to show me there is and so I will take you at your word that with you all things are possible and have to use that to carry me forward because I have not got the faith to see it ever being able to come to pass. you lead me to this cross road in my life and I am asking you to show me where the right path is and you keep pushing me to pray without giving up. I know you called me to my family to lead them in your way and I failed miserably to do what I was supposed to do. I know I was brought to this family by you but I cant keep us together with out your healing hand on our lives,I am sorry I failed this task and ask I get one more chance to get it right. If you grant me this request I will work on getting it right forever and I wont give up learning and wont give up praying for your leadership everyday. please god heal my home and heal my wife and my self of the grief we feel and please give us vision for our future. Please soften my wifes broken heart and help to know how to win back her honor that she once showed me. God I ask that she would start to chase me and that the tables would be so turned around that she would persue me and that I would
turn to greet her with open arms. God you say that you are able to do exceedingly more than we could even ask or think so this should be an easy task for you. please make it happen. in jesus name amen