Dear friend in Jesus, let me tell you that you have to believe and trust in God Jesus trulyyyyyy.Dont ever for a moment stop believein that he is not there to answer.
God is with you and if you want an immediate solution do this.
Right now gho into a empry room and ask God to help you. Say that in the name if Jesus, and by the precious blood he dhed for you thast you are his child and that you leave everything in his hand.Cry onto him and love him and commit yourself to him,