Broken heart-torn & about to give up! I'm asking for a few prayer to be said ASAP if posible. I met a man in Dec, started dating in Jan and fell in love shortly afterwards. We have done a lot of fun things together and not to mention my 4 yrd old daughter was involved in our relationship.
He cheated on me 2 x's with the same woman. I forgave him. Isn't that what Christians do? He called me ugly names..I forgave him again. He would be mean to me for no reason..and I forgave. When I finally reeled back and told him I wouldn't put up with his rude and ugly ways it only made it worse.
He doesn't understand what it is to love or to be loved. He attends a Catholic Mass every Sunday morning. His never knew his mother and his father kicked him out at 16, his 2 older children doesn't care for him any longer. He has it in his heart that the less you care the easier it is.
Well, when he allowed me in his heart he woke up and started doing these mean things to me in order to push me away.
I know he cares for me, and I'm not ready to give up on this relationship, nor give my family and friends the benefit of saying "I told you so". He is 37 and I am 33. He is armed forces and I'm in the medical field.
I am not ready to give up on us;however, I am so broken hearted that I am just torn. I have prayed very hard, but either haven't saw any signs or just have turned a deaf ear.
I have never married b/c I refuse to settle but i'm just tired of letting it rest in God's hands. I know he knows best for me, but I'm running out of fuel and hope.
Please say a prayer for me! |