in my last post it was all about me and what I wanted but this post is all about the people I have hurt my wife, my kids.... I have caused alot of heartache in my home,I am asking for prayer for my wifes aching heart I was not the godly husband I was called to be and I should have been.... I failed her in many ways when all she wanted all along was to be loved as christ loved the church and I got too caught up in my life to turn around and love her like she deserved and so now she is done with me and I only have myself to blame. My kids just wanted me to be there for them and once again I was too busy to pay attention to them....They all have my full attention now...but for my wife it is too little too late...so I would ask for prayer for God to heal them of the pain I have caused them,... to
watch over them and protect them and carry them in his loving arms to whatever he has in store for them, and I pray that as I work on myself to be a better dad and husband that maybe someday that God would feel that I am worthy of the giving me back the gift he once gave to me that I didnt fully appreciate which is my beautiful wife and daughters. I will miss my family sorely,.....I will cherish every moment that I spent with them forever.