i am a new christian, but before i became one i cheated on my boyfriend of year and a half. i love him very much and now he does not want to be with me. i am changing my life and know that he is the only man i want for the rest of my life. we were engaged. i pray god give him forgiveness in his heart. and i pray he gets his life straightened out. he is drinking, partying, and says that he is questioning his faith. he told me to pray for him. please pray for our relationship. i love him dearly.