Thank you so much for all your prayers and your advise. I know he loves me so much and I know how he feels, because I feel the same way. But I am scared to even talk to him now because I am somewhat relieved knowing that he misses me and wants to be with me, rather than me talking to him and then things going down south again. I am going to pray to my Father all night long until I fall asleep tonight and ask him to guide me and tell me what I should say and do and I will wait until tomorrow.