Monica,
I am praying for your marriage and for the resolution of your other worries concerning it. Here's something I read that may comfort you:

"Count on My coming. Know that whenever faith brings Me on the scene, everything is changed. Darkness is turned to light. Grief is turned to joy. Sickness to health. Poverty to My sufficient supply. Doubt to faith. Anxiety to trust. No negative force can occupy the same place as My Spirit."

Turn all of your worries over to Him and wait patiently for Him to show you the way.
God bless you.