kweig,
I am praying for you and your family and I am delighted for you in regards to your Baptism, I know that you will be strengthened by your "redevotion".
I wanted to share this with you as I have found it so helpful in my current crisis:

"My child, lean your head upon My bosom. I know well your weariness, and every burden I would lift. Nevery bury your griefs, but offer them up to Me. You will relieve your soul of much strain if you can lay every care in My hand. Never cling to any trouble, hoping to resolve it yourself, but turn it over to Me. In doing so, you will free Me to work it out."

God bless you, kweig, and don't waste another moment worrying. Everytime you feel the urge to worry...redirect your thoughts and say, "I trust you Lord with every aspect of my life and I will wait patiently for you to show me the way"...He will.