Finally I feel ready to settle down and get married and I need some prayers because I've got some tough choices and decisons to make! I want to do it right and thats one of the many reasons I've waited this long. I'm 33 years old, have a very good career etc etc etc.

The guy I want to settle down with lives really far away. I live in England while he lives in the States. We started dating in 2003 but then called it off after a couple of years mainly because of time and distance challenges and we both had very demanding careers that took up all our time but we remained good friends and are 'soul mates'. I think God really wanted to sort some stuff out in both of our lives before we make the big decision. We are both Christians and love the Lord passionately.

He doesn't want to move to England. So its on me to move over which means giving up my job, home, friends, church etc. I don't mind but its a scary thought especially if things don't work out. And what if I don't like him as much as I do now when I move over? I'm excited but have mixed feelings and I need God to let me know in ways that I cannot dispute that he wants me to be with this person for real.