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Originally Posted by mm1565  I'm so torn, i found Edward with his ex at home, he got physical with me while she watched and laughed. Her response was that she was back to stay with him....i'm so lost and hurt right now, i don't know where to turn to anymore....I can only pray and ask the Lord to forgive hime and bring him home. I ask myself what have i done to deserve this, please pray for me...this is so difficult for my children to see this i love them dearly and don't want them hurt |
In the middle of your storm, it is hard to hear all the voices around you calling your name, Friend. They all are muffled by the raging storm that's releasing it's fury inside of you. But...there is a "still" small voice that is very quiet, calm, and clear calling your name. Listen for the voice of your Saviour and Redeemer, Jesus Christ. Your body, mind, and soul are still in shock with all of the adrenaline pumping through your veins and all the many thoughts trying to pour into your mind. You cannot eat, you cannot sleep, you are exhausted from all the crying, but there still is that voice calling your name. He says, "Come unto Me, you who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you PEACE; cast your burden upon Me and I will give you rest." He is right next to as you read these words; He is very near to the broken hearted and crushed in spirit. He is right there, right now. The kind of love Jesus wants to give you is far, far deeper and eternal than the love humans can offer you. I want to tell you that when you feel most humilited, most betrayed, most shattered (like glass in a million pieces), and so fragile that you feel like you aren't able to go on; my Friend, I want you to know that GOD is now your strength because it is at your weakest point that GOD begins to manifest His glory into your situation; your life...because you have called out for someone to pray for you He has called us to go to you and answer your pain with His eternal and everlasting love and a PEACE inside of you that will bring divine rest to your spirit. I am asking you not to feel any shame for who you are. You have given and given and given to this person and he and his ex have collaborated to humiliate and degrade you. May I ask...Would you really take him back into you and your child's life after what he has just done..what he has done with a clear and sound mind??? You are a far bigger person than that because GOD thinks that about you. GOD ordained your birth and waits silently for you to come to Him as your @1 Source in all things. Father GOD. In Jesus name, help us to remember that You willigly gave your life for ALL that none should perish to save us from our sins. You love all of mankind including this boyfriend and his ex. We lift all three up to You, Father, and in Jesus name ask for a swift resolution to this situation that includes a young child. Grant all supernatural revelation and saving knowledge of who You are and who they are in and through You. Especially for this Requester, Father, surround her with Your PEACE and everlasting love. You are a GOD who sees, hears, knows, and understands ALL things. Let Your perfect will be done for this Requester and Holy Spirit, manifest Your glory in her life. We thank You in advance for Your answer to her, Father. Let all that You perform in her life be for Your glory and honour. Amen and Amen! Dear Friend, reading your post crushes me inside for you. I want you to have faith that GOD will walk you through this valley and you will come out the other end of this valley an amazing Warrior for Christ. You don't feel that now, but you will. I am praying for your strength in your faith and that you will know beyond all doubt that you are who GOD says you are; not what people say you are. Walk with your head held up high, for you are a Child of the one True and Living GOD.