Thanks Jess. I am really impressed with the strength your grandma has shown and her beliefs in the lord.My grandma also lost her husband when very small. She has also buried three children. It is a new world we live in today and people are not as willing to show their love for the Lord as they were when our grandma's were our age. I'm greatful to have someone else to speak to who truly understands where I am coming from. Have a great week. Be Blessed Ambie