Thank you again for your words. I just feel so much Love for Shane no matter what he does I just know that God has sent him to me for a reason and I LOVE him. I have so many people telling me to forget him and how could I love him after all he has said to hurt me and our daughter. I said I dont know it is Love and I cant say why I love him other than Jesus sent him to me and he is the One for me and someday I do believe that God will send him back to me. I will say that yes I was VERY mad at first and I thought why should I wait for him then God talked to me and the feeling that came over me was you know what everyone in Shanes life has Always given up on him and they all tell me too but why should I...He is my husband and to me he will always be. I read my Bible and 1 Corinthians 13:7 is me when it comes to Shane. I just wish that he loved me like I love him but to be honest Shane does not know how to love because of things he has been through and so it is hard for him to take the love I give him. But I forgive him and I love him and if he never comes home to me I will always love him and be there if he ever needs me. I dont know if that day will come but I will be here. And I will always love him and Thank God for him. Please just remember him in your Prayers. I would love to tell you the whole story about all he has been through but I would rather not put it all on here at this time. But Thanks again for Your Prayers and PLEASE keep Praying.