I am praying for you. I just need to tell you that please try to overcome your depression for the sake of your children. They are the most most important part of your life now. Just try to forget the past. Pray to God hard. I know it is very very difficult when someone you love hurts you, but you need overcome it all.

Lord Jesus, please take away the depression from MM. Show her the path of happiness. Give her complete mental Peace. Help to start afresh. Thank you and praise you Lord Jesus.